I know that life goes on just perfectly
And everything is just the way that it should be
Still there are times when my heart feels like breaking
Anywhere is where I’d rather be

—John Denver

Yep. I’m a John Denver junkie. I won’t apologize for it. The above line has been looping through my head for days.

Last night I had a horrific dream that I cannot even speak of. So real, so frightening and left me so alone.

I’m longing for something that doesn’t even have a name. Fitting in, maybe. Answers to questions unknown. Selfishly wanting to feel appreciated. Just lost.

It’s a struggle. Time to dig my heals in with my faith and with my God. His love never fails. I need to remember that.

Now I must sleep.

Be a blessing,

M

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